Running a blog, vlog, and going to school can be hard, but I'm determined. With the recent influx of things to do, I still want to find time to record my life. I know it seems strange but this is what our generation is about. We have our entire lives recorded in some way and this is mine. I want you guys to know the intimate details of my life. Because I feel safe here on the internet.
And some people may not like that I'm doing this, but it's my way of expressing what I feel needs to be expressed and I say to those people who take issue SUCK IT! I'm not about cowtowing to anyone's needs but my own. I have a belief system that works and whether you think it is right or wrong is not my problem.
I'll make mistakes. I'll say it. I'm not afraid of it. I'm a human just like you and I'll make mistakes and say things that I didn't mean or that are factually wrong or aren't something that you agree with. I'm also honest, sometimes to the point of cruelty, but I fear what our culture becomes when we aren't honest with each other. Especially with the blanket of anonymity of usernames and comments.
With all that said, I think it's very clear that there's one thing I don't tolerate: Bullshit. Yep. There is nothing you can do to make me angrier than to make up shit stories and stuff and do things that in any moral view are wrong. I'm not picking on disabled people and neither should you. Now, this is a personal belief but it's just an example. I will call you out. Because I don't have time to put up with what other people say and trying to beat around the bush. If you say something that bothers me, I will tell you and I don't do it because I'm homophobic or sexist or racist or any other manner you could be discriminatory. I don't see the world through those kinds of lenses.
At the end of the day we only have so much time here on this planet and I don't want to spend it regretting not being honest. For me the bigger issue that I often get called things without a second glance because I've just been honest with someone. And while I see through the lens of honesty, sometimes it can be tricky navigating all the relationships I have. But I hope that our relationship is clear. I'll be an open book with you and you'll know exactly how I feel. Things just need to be said and I hope that at least some people out there agree with me.
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