Okay, so I've changed my background. And to be quite honest, I'm not sure if I'm happy with it. I mean I like the color of it, but I don't know, maybe it's the pattern or how there is not a lot of color in it, that's not agreeing with me. But I'm not totally in favor of it. But I did want something that was new and different and for now, that seems to be circles. Tell me if you hate it, please? Because if you hate it then I'll change it right away, but for right now, I guess it can stay. Maybe I'll get used to it and like it for awhile. I'll give it about till day 20 in BEDA and if I'm still not impressed then we're going to be changing, how about that?
So today, I got to play with clay which is one of the most thrilling experiences I've had in College. Like I've met a lot of cool people and learned a lot of really neat things but really, none of that comes with the thrill factor of getting to work with some clay. I mean I just love it. I find it to be really relaxing and soothing and knowing what i'm doing is always a plus. That's always fun. I really enjoy that part.
Mondays and Wednesdays are my very artistic days. I go from Stage Makeup to Dance class which I currently just kind of watch, because of my bummed out leg, and then I go to Anthropology in which we are doing a facial reconstruction which starts out very artistically. And so I do enjoy that part of my week. It's very fulfilling to sit there and go to class and just have my mind exploded with all of this art. Because ultimately that's what I want to do with my life is to create some kind of art. I've said it before but it really can't be overstated. I want to come out of somewhere and go that's what I want to do everyday and that's never happened if it hasn't been for my art.
Tomorrow I have to wear a skirt or a dress. I'm still debating. I was supposed to decide tonight but obviously that didn't happen. I wish it had, but I can't exactly beg for anything. Still, I just hope my partner knows her lines and everything goes smoothly. Seriously, I might get violent if it doesn't because I worked really hard on this scene for it to be wasted by another person. That's just not going to happen. I won't let it. I refuse to let someone sink my ship. And maybe she had a good reason for bailing on me, but I can't really ever see that when she had more than enough oppurtunities to schedule with me, but didn't. And yes, I was a little bit of a bitch and didn't answer her text today, but I was legitimately in class and that's exactly what I'm going to tell her tomorrow. She doesn't like, she can suck it.
Oh and this was nearly late, because I almost forgot about it, but hey it's all good now right? Because I got to you guys and you guys got a nice long slightly rant-y diatribe about what's happening in my life. Sorry bout that. Maybe it'll be different tomorrow.
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